monday blues

Its monday, and its the beginning of the 3rd week of the semester.

Some how its weird that monday class for visual story telling 2,
starts on the 6 evening till late evening 9.
Suffered from a bad sleep, and i woke up
from the wrong side of the bed.
i feel sad but not as sad as yesterday.
in a way im healing, but the whole day i kept quiet.
did'nt really social much.

today's class speaks about light and shadow.
its more to how to cast the light,
which point to which point,
where what sort of light suits the environment.
the whole time i was like sitting down there and doing nothing.
did'nt really pay attention towards the lecture.
well its a combined class with dg 905-1 and dg 905-2.
just when class ended, i cycled back home.
when i reached taman megah area after a major slope after the taman bahagia station,
my current track was playing deadmau5 album.
so i kinda got myself into the mood in cycling and sprinting with it.
i saw some merida fellers just about to leave their workplace.
usually they always sit there and talk about stuffs,
well a boss and worker session.
i recognise Herbert from far.
actually i just want to cycle home since im so near already.
But since im so in the mood in chasing someone with my matts 40d
i decided to chase Herbert from taman bahagia all the way under the bridge of
LDP, which is near the old mobill.
haha i bet he is surprised to see me chasing up to him hahahaa
then we cycled all the way till his house.
He was like, where did you cycled from ??
hahahaa

i told him i cycle to college everyday, which is from megah to pyramid there.
deep down in my heart, i really push the bike to the maximum.
well his bike is a full sus bike,
looks like an old merida,
but it still looks great fucking awesome.
i really hope cycling makes me put her off my mind.
i really miss her really much,
in many ways :)
just this noon, i realized that she unfollowed me in twitter.
sad isn't it ?
she's mean,
well what can i do ?
by right nothing.

a good friend of mine told me that,
if i really like her, no matter when or how,
i will wait for her, even if its the end of the world.