haih ~ my pal , he's gone ~ face the fact

i really had nice time with my friend , can consider as my brother . know him since young . we did all the stupid things together and stuff , memorable and crazy . he came here this year for one month due to summer holiday there . he told me about leaving early when he was here got the first week but he told me that he was sad at the end , infact he is still miss his family right now , i can tell he loves his brothers and his sister very much .

although he did'nt spend much time with his friendz this year , he felt quite bad about it too , but since everyone is still so busy around with their last exam for this year. he also felt that he should'nt disturb them , where as i thought that the reason he came back was to have the family feeling again . Good thing i stay near his house , i can visit him even the last minute , the last day of him in malaysia , the las moment for being in the curve.

lonelyness in taman megah is getting stronger and stronger everyday . its just that i feel that hanging out and go yam cha with u i damn great thing and cycling to . but too bad this year we did'nt do much coz of ur schedule , but we did something great , melaka on schooling days ^^ chicken rice balls.

after all of those excitement , i felt that life have to go on and i have to face the reality , i cant juz go around cycle with no reason , and i know that success is a lonely road. some people who are willing to fail just not to be lonely , i felt that is something of a dreamland . As a human , i would like to face the fact , face the problems , face the problems and solve it . Every problems gives real lessons in life and experience .

floating slipper in KL

a phone call ~~~

after i picked up , ( oii boon khit !! petaling street man ~ )

we started rushing downstairs and quickly bought our tickets and get into our ride. From the LRT , the window showed that it was just drizzling, small little tiny rain drops only..haha we walk and walk and walk, searching for the jacket shop that jermaine wanted to look for. haha half way walking, a guy come over : hey, leng zai, wanna buy dvd or not?? we shake our heads. then that guy totally changed his tone of voice and say : ham dai mou?? ham dai ham dai....i was like wtf ! then he keep following us as if all the teenagers are polluted...haha after a short while he stopped following us, so glad that he stopped, ahhaha

on the way to the nearest LRT station , there are floods on the road . i tell u its a craap for me to run like a chicken with slippers ... somehow my slipper juz get stuck in the rushing drains and it got floated again . and lots of pedestrain are laughing at me , but who cares i dun care at all , and it found it very fun when attention was on me , nahh dun care thou ...

lucky thing that the slipper was being blocked by the huge tire of the bus . thank goodness~
i wore back my slipper again , and bk and jermaine were like laughing like mad coz i am holding a pouch and an umbrella ~ phowww crazy afternoon


and one thing about my pal , boon khit !! walao i like ur hair man like bush !! *haha i am so dead man >.<>

he looks retard but he is also known as the CALCULATOR !




ITS GETTING LATE , IM GONNA SLEEP IF NOT SOMEONE WILL KILL ME BADLY FOR BEING LATE TOMORROW AND ONCE AGAIN TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY



TO BE CONTINUE~

a rainny day , get prepared ~

well recently i realised that its rainny season , the best way is to prevent from getting wet to school so today i prepare myself yet still last minute , well my mind kind a slow when i wan to do something good for myself . i can say that maybe this is a way to love myself , coz normally i dun care at all and just be wet and have fun ^^ my mum's reaction was ... =.= and wow !! son u bought ur self something beneficial !!


and this is wat i do before i put in my bag !!






ngek ngek camwhore abit !!

its me in raincoat

this will prevent me frm gettting wet

this will prevent my pants from getting wet too







well i spend quite a lot but i think its beneficial than playing in cc !! haha

realising the day had come

well today is the last day of my holiday . anyway i feel that although my parents left me alone in the house for 3 days ?? i dun think that is a great idea , i juz too playfull and now i am regreting for not using my precious time for myself . Recently , im spending all my time with my friends , knowing how are they doing , and sometimes be a busy body for a while . At the end it all worth , cuz the end of the day , they appreciate it .


as for studies , i think that i manage to handle , but juz feel guilty that i've spend unecessary . somehow wasted my youth . i juz dun wan to waste any of them anymore . and i will work extra harder and harder to acomplish my goal .


i always tell myself that i wan to become somebody successfull and beat all my friends .
there will be one day ! i make sure i will do it !!

suppose to study BUT gundam and dot hack sign // G.U

currently my favourite characters , but
they are rivals

Finally, the most recent series and my fav to date. 00's not complete, but the storyline so far's pretty interesting. I like how they bring some totally unrelated characters closer and closer to the main story. Also, this series touches rather heavily on the current world situation more than others, even using the same AD calendar. Having 4 gundams, and 3 don't know wat, makes the story line easier to follow. it's very easy, there's been wars and celestial being doesn't like tht, so they got gundams in to save the day, and the world doesn't like tht. so it's a conflict b/w 4 gundams and the rest of the world. then to make it more interesting, they introduced rogue candidates and other factors to create a mystery in the story line, wat is the true intention of celestial being?
So from the gundam series, i realised that action only plays a small part in the overall reviews. story development and other elements the authors put in play more crucial roles.

i spend time watching this , the graphics really blow me off ~
i did think something that can come out from that

he looks real evil !! yeah
i love this , could'nt find any pose like him , so i've edited from the original wallpaper

haseo's last form !! so leng chai !!!

im back once again !!! thank you thank you ~

walao speaking about back , i juz broke down the door in my house and guess wat ??



IM BACK ~


today is very pissed up day . suppose to have tuition , but there is one fucking smart feller who thinks that he is f*cking smart , being a f*ck head which f*cking around with the whole class . made everyone did'nt come for tuition . U THINK U PAY ARR ?? siao lang , my ''calculator'' is not for scolding u biachhhh !! and once again thanks for being a wasted sperm* a f*ck head like u is unwanted in this world and this universe !!


if i toot u in the face , not so nice ~ well i will think another way of toot u back kao kao , ermm making 2 persons waiting for the the whole class to be absent , ermm great idea .. i will plan something that will make ur life miserable .. u f*ck head ohh yeah , from today i will call u f*ck head or lan tao ?? ermm i prefer f*ck head under the wasted sperm society ma ~


anyway if he wants to mess around , talk to me den . who he think he is ?? he is juz an ordinary loser of all . anyway there will always be a next episode of this interesting climax of mine 0-0





dun fuck around with me ^^

morning GO KL !! WOOHOO

August 16

Hey guys , i was real tired after last nights , karaoKaY !! .. so i slept quite early and woke up early too . 7.15am im still in bed thinking , 8.30 still in bed * thinking of someone , 9.am i on my com looking for new games and news ... ohh yeah i did promise my friend to buy something really special . so i decided to go to KL pavilion to get something for her .

i left the house immediately , and head over to the nearest LRT station. Along the way , i saw a european feller , reading by the book of '' HOW TO UNDERSTAND MALAY '' ennnnn . i dun understand about it either , frm wat i've heard a malay lady came to approach him , he said because he had married a malay wife , and he wants to know more about it and i was wondering why are there so many chicks out there and he want to get a malay lady as wife . ermm i juz dun understand , i felt marrying a malay have a lot of customs and stuff very problematic ?? As far i can concern that , the guy is very knowledgable , i like his habits , reading in a public transportation ^^ .

After 20 minutes i've reached KL , and straight i head to Pavilion , where my friends said that the things there are EXPENSIVE . LOL which i dun think so , it depends wat type of things u wanna buy , i felt the place is nice and the shops have that classey feeling . i juz like it , compare to sungei wang haha aka lala land . but in sg wang , the shirts are cheap i juz like it , cheap and funny hahahahaaa

*a pouch frm FOS and something from EXTREME*

*a pouch for myself when im cycling*

INSIDE THE BLACK BAGGGGGGGGG

~ A BLACK HOODIEEEEEEEE~

COOL ~ LOGOS [FRONT]





FUNKY LOGO [BACK] JUZ LOVE IT ~

owhh miss it

oops , i forgotten to blog yesterday , anyway i was too tired . My friends and i went to the karaokEeE yesterday . Acutally i was suppose to go to my friend's gathering for primary school students' reunion but i did'nt manage , and felt sorry to the organiser . But singing with my friends were real fun , lols we sang like crazy people . feeeeling high at the time . I know trials are coming in weeks time , i guess . Erm im real lost , and suppose to study like hell , but end up didn't do anything . Anyway we plan this real long time ago , but so many people did'nt turn up , ending up 4 person there . Before karaokEeE , ping and piggie and i went to BOWL ! woohoo i scored 73 man ! and one strike !! haha Ping played pro at first , haha i beat her score ! and piggie play real slow *she's a beginner !! lols anyway funny throw .

After that , i met up with jermaine , anyway sorry girls i have to leave cuz i have to follow his transport =( so on the way , i met ND and king yang . after that we head to curve . whereas ND heading back . we get ice cream at MC D at curve and had window shopping . After that we went home .

darn tired ***************************************

melacca ~

today skipped school , juz to go melacca with jermaine and his cousins . We started blurly at the start , cuz seriously this is the first time that we are going there by ourselves =) but at the end we made it there safely and in time .

it took us few hours to reach there . On the journey we saw the bay where melacca history starts . BIg ships too . We visited the red building or whatever those people named it , along the way , we bought a cute rubber band gun haha ! rm5 only ! but it worth all the fun on the way . We saw many things , melacca has many fun stuff to play with . OUr fun is to pee everywhere , but our best part of the journey is to make joke or the wishing well .. YOUUU da soulja boyzzz .

We had lunch with jermaine's online pal , crissy ^^ she took us to eat some great food =) chicken rice which the rice has a shape as fish ball . wow delicious ! yummy i hope i can have that for lunch everyday ^^ . and then we went to see the first river in melacca , and i saw a lizard as big as a croc ! well im not joking ! i felt that i am a kampung boy *village boy * ermm did'nt see something that big in mylife

As our journey continues , we head to the mall and took a walk right after our lunch . and bowling ~ its jermaine cousin treat us . KEVIN haha xP and later on we were suppsoe to head back , but we had no idea which bus we are suppose to take . we kept looking and asking for information . Finally , we saw the exact same driver that send us from melacca central to the historical spot . the ride was 30 min and we took another bus ride home .


we slept on the way ~~~~ keanne was too bored *kevin's yougest bro *






when i came back i showed them my com ! woo it has crysis in it ! but i have no idea why juz cant support warcraft >< and i made jermaine and his cousins wait .. im sorry that i did'nt called him to come to may jin's house coz i thought that he went out for some praying session .. .. so i chat away with may jin and manda , till forget the time lols we went pasar malam *night market* together haha may jin bought FOOD !! haha and now i am back and ready for bed

yesterday's night made me today

walao man !! yesterday night , bad mood , find trouble with ugly face , lols an ugly face that dunno the mistake . well take a mirror to see the reflection . damn ugly man , not only the look but the heart too .. wat to do ?? i find trouble , fun though but i think back , it is more FUN !! -.-'' lols u know the ugly ?? it is a SHE , so i can call her bitch ! finally a bitch .

muahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaaa

lols dunno why i am so happy this morning , i woke up late , but i manage to FLY to school lesser sweat , maybe i did'nt push myself to much . anyway financial is a problem to me now , real tight man , but i got plan for my outing too . but i still feel very fan . juz way too much to think . my friend is right , frm my palm , it juz shows that i am a person who thinks alot . WHEN ONLY CAN DUN SO FAN LE ?? i miss those days where i am lazy and dun think about anything ..


JERMAINE'S farewell
lols not actually a farewell yet but , it was fun . i was crazy at the moment . lols darn u rebecca !! laugh like a time bomb !! and guess wat ?? me TOO !! so we were having lunch ! and wah lao , the next moment , i am broke darn broke ! but we have nice memories and who cares ?? once in a life time ~


AFTER LUNCH
jermaine friends and i went to find the guy that betray his mum's shop *last time * so at the mean time , we saw him working there , i guess he saw jermaine . we ordered drinks . loled 9 ice lemon tea ?? rm 90++ ?? saw that guy's face ! so darn guilty , dun even dare to serve us , freaking PIE ! i dunno why i scold him pie but he is a PIE ! KEEP ASKING FOR BREAK , U FREAKING GUILTY !! u will lost u job man and ur name is listed in my deathnote !! u will know it , u will taste it !! u old freak ! and there we , were searching for him the whole atria , he was like a rat , running here and there . escaping and escaping but we will find him one day ~

After chasing the LOSER
we went home . on the way i felt darn emo , juz dunno wat is the cause of it , maybe my mind was missing someone , due to problems here and problems there , no matter wat i will get that thing that u desire !! u better wait for my good news !!!

shit up day ??

Right after school , rush back home , and dad and mum quarrel . Then i heard DIVORCE . shocked at first , then only realise that father did'nt sleep with mum yesterday. mum kind a mad i guess . well wat to do ?? i felt so out of a sudden . suddenly come back and a nuclear exploded >.< felt bad after that .. and so on .. so on .. i emo on a LRT train .. people looking at me , almost lost my control , tears .........

2 personality in one small body

damn crazy man , anger raging up to me HEAD . After emo in drea's house , i cycle back to my house and have dinner , with anger i came into my house . OWHH SHIT MAN , i see everyone was in the wrong position which is in my mind , everything they do , i will have that feeling of wacking each of them up . i dunno why , am i feeling dat , maybe my body's heat after cycling . like steaming , smoke out of my ears >.< ...

when i am munching my food , i made everyone a complain ! i shoot everyone in the face directly ! without mercy !! well probably i will do that infront of my classmates ! kill them straight ! NO MERCY ''o.o '' ,,I,, toot u man !~~ haih but i after that kind of nuclear explosion ! , i will feel more calm and more relax , its like hulk ! the green and big shit.

That is the reason why i get all that anger which makes me not going to school , i was sleeping half way in the damn night , and my stupid dad come in like a wasted sperm and check my things out , i cant resist the noise i wake up and t**t him straight !! and tell him to get off of my room . well it is juz something crazy , i can sleep in the middle of the night and wake up and fuck someone in the face . WHY CANT HE JUZ GIVE ME PEACE WHEN I AM SLEEPING , EVERYTIME I GO TO SCHOOL I WILL SLEEP FOR AT LEAST 20 MIN JUZ TO COOL DOWN MYSELF AND GET SOME REAL SLEEP

seriously he is juz wasting his time to check me out ! he is darn a crap ! lifeless , and now i am sitting down here and explode in tonight's entry , exploding as loud as a king kong in the jungle ~ later on i will be going to chow yang's kayu there yam cha to relax myself with teh ice or limau ice

a day of my own , once in a thousand years , no money =(

Well today is more of a time for my hobby. As usual i will get mad when i see gundam model !! and guess wat ?? LOL my long lost friend , boon kang [da gurl] finally appeared and called me .. haih , he wants me to take him to buy da gundam models which are cheap =.=''lols and he bought one , grr !! he made me jelous , REAL JELOUS MAN , just man about it when u dun have any money to spend man =(

After lunch , we came back quickly just to fix up the gundam dat he purchase . It was rushing , but we still manage to finish up before 6 . Xp haha i know it is a hungry ghost month , i muz not go out late at night , but wat to do ?? im hungry , my friend called after that we went out to ss2 and have dinner . feels great when ur stomach is filled with yummy food

group study~

Ping's sms woke me up once more , its a saturday morning , sun is bright but still feeling cold .
well i straight cycle and head to yuen's house for the group study all the way from taman megah to centrepoint . we had study about history of malaysia , about the World War 1 ! ,it was very blur during the start , yet i finally understand after ping gave a second explanation , thanks to yuen , i dun understand wat are u talking about !.. so at the meantime waiting for our special guest , moy lien .. hmm she did'nt call before she came .

So the weather is darn hot , so the girls and i decided to have a drink in 7-11 in centrepoint of BU. well so i plan to take my bike there .. and guess wat ! all the girls want to cycle haha , its funny to see them cycle . For them its like , they never cycle before haha .. noobies haha poh yee made me all the trouble to make the sit lower , haha take my time to make it low man , where as ping cycle like a nervous girl , lols and yuen with her fat ass *haha she is gonna kill me again * haha when she is cycling , ping manage to slap her ass once more *PIAK * hahaand moy lien with the stereng problem juz can't cycle straight hahaha ..

After the drink we walked back from 7-11 with my bike XD and go on study for the past 4 hours , bored though , manage to study untill the cause of ww1 but still stay at there for the past few hours again , chat and stuffs . yuen's mum came in and join us chat too , its crazy , a study group changed into a chatting gang haha .. that time was around 7-8 pm , the sky is getting dark, all of us went back home safely =)

hyper day

MORNING
so today is a cold morning , last night raining MA ! had the best pjk !! haha play with the girls hahahahaahahaaaa , cuz lots of body contact MA! ok la i dun wan to be pervert* we played with our pjk teacher , PN Tan hmm ^^ a very fun and wild teacher !! heeheee the one who decided to play half court basketball WITHOUT RULEZ !! omg it is a disaster !! lots of *body contact * once again , ping pull my shirt to the maximum !! cant move freely , and yet i get scolded by mayjin >.<>.< haih she mark me so geng chao , how i deng back worr , i scared terkena ma haih people got bumper de la , dun so bad ma , i got a good heart de *heehee* XD haih almost every shot miss for me , but at the end our team won and yuen got herself a free molest *wakakakakakaaa* by our friend moy lien !! woohoo lucky not me man , if not i will kacao her forever man XD

Afternoon
we had lunch at Atria's penang cravings , with cheauwei and her emo sister , yuen , ping , pei , kay, sukie and brother boon khit . walao weii i refill the jasmine tea like no body buisness haha untill the waitress du lan me , keep staring at my cup only haha , and way true i eat like 3 person's appettie haha no joke , wan me to demonstrate , belanja saya ma i will sure eat it puas puas. So haha thanks to cheauwei , she gave me half of her nasi lemak to me haha btw the beef is alright only , and also to yuen , coz she gave me her kuay teow !! woohoo .. plus my fried RICE !! wahh very full man



******************at the end all of our meal WORTH rm109.++ ***************************


a wonderday have been ended cuz after lunch cheauwei , yuen , kay and me went to tuition at pn NG's place for maths , and saw brother jermaine on the way ~

another fine day ~

hey, its another fine day , as usual i rush to school recklessly with my bike XD and cars all hated me when i am crossing the junction .. so i manage to reach school before it gets any late , there are friends that thought i will not come again , due to yesterday's stomach pain , so school was great manage to see friends again and getting better and better , so ping and other friends suggest to have lunch together in pizza hut , lols we all enjoyed .. in the last minute , jen liz and ah pei joined us . We chat all day long till we went to atria on the top floor . feels great although i've been missing in class for juz one day , to me it is like missing a thousand of lightyears in my time.
i've realised that i've been mixing with the right group of friends and i felt comfortable with them , without them ?? i dunno wat i will be today maybe joining some lifeless people doing something worthless ... those days of mine are way over , with this group of girls , they are people who were beautiful in my life , always .. .. so wad ? i dun care anyone else thinks that a guy can't join a bunch of girls ?? well it is either they are jelous ?? or they juz cant hmm.. ^^ u juz have to find the right bunch of friends which can chat all day long , can be very fun and nonsense at times haha ,, it makes me thought of cheow yuen .
well disturbing her is something that i like the most , her reaction and her pose lol , juz remarkable very cartoon and animated !! juz like those in mangas !! haha juz like it haha wonderfull girl lols she's the pure and innocent thinking among all of us haha juz a lil giant that's all haha juz lots of laughter with her and her pal aka ping ping =)

They always play like sisters in the class haha , same date of birth juz a lil later by one week , lols same lifestyle and stuff , i hope i will meet a girl that have the same characteristics like that seems fun , which i believe that can last longer in the relationship .. .. really did'nt experience that cuz im an art person , hopefully every feeling i have can boost and get myself inspire to things surround me ^^

well for dinner , i had a mountain full with RICE yeah , u did'nt see it wrong its rice !! haha a person with 3 person's appetite ?? crazy ?? im not !! haha im still a teenager with a kid's body >.< overprotective ="(">

they all make sense all along ~

Today , 06/08/08 , my feeling was mixed all day long . Firstly i did'nt went to school cause of my stomach !! suddenly pain in the morning due to the yesterday's maggie goreng in the mamak near mayang MOSIN i hate u !! i said maggie goreng , and u gimme so spicy for wad ?? see me suffer ?? haih yesterday is yesterday , dun talk about it , so i woke up juz to make my ''tiramisu'' , then went back to sleep , body could'nt move too tired and pain ....... the next thing i know is already 10.30 am ! then i call my buddy j'maine. SUNGAI WANG !!! REACH MY HOUSE BEFORE 11AM!!!!!! '' ok ok boss .... '' said ME ^^ , almost broke man , one week spend too much in fact over spend =( wanted to save up to buy something for friend de , but still cannot support myself how to buy for friend , juz feel so useless man >.<

SO, i rushed to jer's house in the right time , lols as usual jer always in a black T's and levis jeans , casual and his mum with the most kind smile ever , and his lil angelic and devilic brothers ngek ngek , fortunately the kids were late to class by 10 min >.< bad thing to do at their age .. after sending them , we went to aunty's office in some building somewhere KL , not mentioning it cuz i dun know where is it =( i was half asleep in her car , but it is a nice place , very relaxing . it is call Life Code , with comfortable feeling ^^ but waited for jer's mum and him for sometime ,, it guess it is something important to talk about , anyway i dun care much heehee

after one hour , we manage to reach our destination , unfortunately on the way to Pavillion , there is a sucked up motorcyclist damaged The Honda Accord !! damn it , nice car u know !! but the ''wasted sperm'' ran away with his tiny winnie motor , haih made aunty feel so upsad .. seriously if i were in her shoes , i will kill that feller !! and insult till my mouth drop ! , anyway people nowadays are fished up , and useless ...... after the terrible traffic jam , we split with jer's mum and head for window shopping .. lols Pavillion's EXTREME is totally EXTREME !! , lols there were on sales for one month ! woohoo the hoodies !! walao weii yeng but some very lala , so if u guys wanted to buy them , i suggest dun buy the ALI brand , darn lala man and the design , haih macam samseng and sakai >.<'' and lots of variety man compare with OU and curve ^^ its cool to shop in Pavillion if u had the $$ but who dunno about it man , $$ is everybody dream about .. .. .. .. jer and i took the monorail to lala land to see around and at the end we got ourselves shirt from there i've got one cool one where the wording is darn blur if u see it from far , where as jer got soemthing that i dun wan to talk about heehee *check it yourself * haha actually i wanted to find this blur wording kind of shirt for a very long time ever since january of this year , and guess wat *WAT* the last shirt is purchased by ME , then we head to accomplish jer's mission , which is to design the cap where jen hong took us before , so ITS A DISAPOINTMENT damn suck man , although the design is not complicated , but they did it like a kids work , lousy sial ! i thought of making it my own and save him darn money , so he can cheng me marr haha *joking nia brother * haha once again , my gundam crazyness had attacked me again , lols friends told me that sungei wang , is a dream land for lala people and GUNDAM FREAKS !! ^^V lols =D

seriously................ its like heaven to me , and walao weii all the gundam is darn cheap and can be easily be found haha , my favourite , gundams from gundam 00 series , came out edii man !! wahoo but the price haih , rm200+ still cheap man , compare to those in OU , darn expensive man , they thought my dad print money* siao ar ?? haih besides gundam shopping , we did shirts too , like those with f*ck off stickers , those unique ones , those !! we love it haha its a great day for two best friends hang out together , ^^ since he will be here for 2 weeks , flying back soon , knew him since std4 , crazy moments in yuk chai and smk dj =P after 5.45 , around there coz i dun have a watch lols , we decided to take a look of a watch by the name of ODM , its werid to me at first but i think it is cool long de way , could u belive it ! a shopping mall selling something fake ?? lol u can find it in Timesquare !! haha crazy world like i said , sold at rm40 where as the original haha u dun wan to know it ^^
we make a trip to petaling street haha , crowded we missed the leng lui session haih , suppose to be 3.30 where all the lui come out from school , lols saw lots of watches there and lots of people lelong , haih bored edii man their way of talking , same pattern man juz need to act a bit then u can purchase then lower than rm30 haih CHEAP but wat to do ?? we are malaysians , if u intend to wear something looks branded , ur friends will think that u look with it =P quote by jer lols after that we made back home LATE for mr.cinderella haha *he is so mad when he sees this * btw joking man haha


just like normal teenagers , they eat late dinner and they take bath and later on call their friend , haih get really ''low'' when i heard something about cannot happen , well i know something is going on , but nvm i'll know wat to do , lols in fact i did'nt feel sad at all , cuz those days are over haha yet friends is a golden thing to me , so treasure it man !! ^^ dun spoil everything , ermm .. so that is all for today .. as usual teenagers have to have their rest hmm .. goodnight , i really have a great day , suppose erm .. i really hope that i will have a better tomorrow =)

at last

AT LAST i've created a blog , darn my google email , darn lousy , streamyx is doing some bad service >.< them =")"> know youngsters like me , ''owhh there is a chick , then go get her number !! '' these situations always happen among guys , girls too kk ... but from wat i've learn from my own experience , this is not wat i call love but juz a kiddy game , as for someone u dun plan to ''kao'' that is something real and more reality , the feeling is slightly stronger and different =) well currently i am experiencing that .. although something happen which hurts me indirectly but it's ok , she does'nt know it so its ok .. i can put that away
well some say love isn't everything , this is a quote frm one of my sesat friend , believe it or not he use to be the ponteng king lols , so i was suprised man , suddenly he messeged me and told me that ''ur'e right , i dun wan to regret anything in my life , i wan to change myself into a better man '' whoah!! my reaction was like , how many hundred times i've told him and now the efffect take place , thank GOD , he finally realise , its great to see a close friend or u call that BLADDER ^^ its good to see him change , infact i wan to see those friends that i've known out there TO CHANGE seriously sometimes i felt some people around me in mylife are juz way useless , till i have to insult them or hate them , so called wasted sperm !! juz cant stand it man !! way dumb i hope those bastards out there , if they wan to continue like this , its their life , i juz dunno u man way dunno ! dun even call my name