at last

AT LAST i've created a blog , darn my google email , darn lousy , streamyx is doing some bad service >.< them =")"> know youngsters like me , ''owhh there is a chick , then go get her number !! '' these situations always happen among guys , girls too kk ... but from wat i've learn from my own experience , this is not wat i call love but juz a kiddy game , as for someone u dun plan to ''kao'' that is something real and more reality , the feeling is slightly stronger and different =) well currently i am experiencing that .. although something happen which hurts me indirectly but it's ok , she does'nt know it so its ok .. i can put that away
well some say love isn't everything , this is a quote frm one of my sesat friend , believe it or not he use to be the ponteng king lols , so i was suprised man , suddenly he messeged me and told me that ''ur'e right , i dun wan to regret anything in my life , i wan to change myself into a better man '' whoah!! my reaction was like , how many hundred times i've told him and now the efffect take place , thank GOD , he finally realise , its great to see a close friend or u call that BLADDER ^^ its good to see him change , infact i wan to see those friends that i've known out there TO CHANGE seriously sometimes i felt some people around me in mylife are juz way useless , till i have to insult them or hate them , so called wasted sperm !! juz cant stand it man !! way dumb i hope those bastards out there , if they wan to continue like this , its their life , i juz dunno u man way dunno ! dun even call my name