im back

well its after spm , im online as usual , infact i did'nt off at all .
haha im back coz someone is complaining that my blog is growing fungi ! lols spider web by now haha all over ! spider man was here *

anyway days goes by , i really being distracted by alot of things , the wounded me was no longer crying in the dark , or bleeding >.< its just those dark moments are way long gone =.= recently dunno what to talk to u , umm dunno at all

i hated highschool life as usual , hate the system , hate the teachers , hate everyone .. i guess that is what i do haha . end of highschool makes me feel more lifeless , not feeling like working

family problems as usual , freaking old man again !! arghhh *hope he die faster *

love life ?? lol its confidential , umm arghh fu*k it again man =p



music life and art life ?? umm theres a lil change in me , i hear black metal and hard rock !! Japanese lala rock also got !! haha
could'nt draw , as if i lost my limbs sobs



my sleeping time are exchange , as if i sold my soul towards the demon ! haha long live satan !! lols and i've became anti christ lately !! haha

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ummmmmmmmm ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm



and i learn to play drum just right a day before sejarah spm !! lols kanasai !! wahaha

random me

haha nothing to do , that is why i drew this

fuck it !!

i fucking fail again !! ji baii pukima !! mama pndek luu !!

fucking shit up + panic = fucking leave the classroom

fucked life + fucked spm = i dunno what the hell am i

i am not facing it at all

from what i know , i am freaking shit off with history paper and now maths , teacher i really let u down .

my stupidity and arrogant attitude towards education is a shame to everyone .
i cant face myself anymore = ..(
i felt useless and lifeless

i cant believe i fuck spm
and i wasted my fucking life and commit to something shit up
i've wasted my youth joining stupid shit up stuff

a dark road and got fallen from the highway , and realised i am the worse

to live in malaysia , i hope my bm can pass just to get that cert
at least a cert to state my failure

my dream is to get into the one academy where my art life starts
i just hope that they will accept me in , not based on my results but i can really draw and i have a mind that is not common compared to other human beings


i cant even open my mind to think and just shit up
i even call myself a fucked up and wasted sperm of nature
laughing away my youth away

people say that study is the most important and easy thing for a human to do ,
if that person could'nt get that , there's no difference compared to a barbarian

ended writing in a sick condition

nothing can let me down

nothing can let me down these few moments , im fully motivated !!

im going to do my best in my spm !
spm is gonna determine my life !
im gonna proove to all the fuckers in the world !
i can do it !
i am positive thinking !




if u think u can ,
then u can !

fuck that sohai

im fucking emotional right now ! fuck highschool life , fuck teenager's time , fucking family relationship , fuck everthing ~!


so called dad ! deng u , i declare that i am adopted ! fucking sohai

he ruin my mood once again !
he pressure me during pmr ! i had enough with u

and now ??

u wan to fuck with me about spm ! go die !

ji baii he wants me to move out from this house ??
who the fuck is he ??
he is a fucking old man !

and thanks alot to u mum ! i really hate u too
u help me and stabb me at the back once more

i really dun have this kind of heart towards mankind and love anymore !
i am off alone !

fuck that shit ! fuck everything fuck life !

just nice to ruin my fucking mood for spm ! great isn't it ??
i am fucking mad ! fuck everything that sohai made me became this !!

why emotionally ?? why and what the fuck ??
i already fucking ignore u ! why tiu kao me ??

u freaking lifeless shits !!

graduation day

graduation day , kind a like a nice day haha . ends up not so nice for me , umm maybe im not seeking that kind of picture taking fun ^^ but im ok with it. i got encourage from my dear teachers ^^ love them , pn.NG, pn LIM ,pn LOO and puan shalawati ^^ miss them so much =)

although so called ''last day '' but i dun think that i will shed a tears. perhaps i dun really care so much ?? but at the same time my inner self wanted to care as much as i do , but i told myself , the results show them that how good they are ^^

anyway i've been taken some pictures with my friends , unfortunately one online and send the picture to me ^^


its me and my dear friend cheau wei

heehee cheau wei remember our promise !! heeehee

its time

umm perhaps we spm students know that spm is around 4 days more or less ??

i went out and spend my evening in sunway for the jazz night, its a first time i went for a place like that, drank beer , and i went red so quickly.
luckly i never smoke , but i really found it ok with the bands there , i apologise haha im a music idiotic haha .

well my friend justin introduce namHon to me ,haha a fucking friend ^^ haha fun though , seriously wacky haha =) umm we drank once again haha after a few songs we went to kayu for teh ais , irrisistable.

tomorrow is the final day of school , high school i meant ending my teenage life here ... as time flies by
hate going to school is becoz of the stupid hall thing so called graduation


haha my hair is long edii haha *sorry for the vain =p *
school rules haha , u think i care ?? o.o
come la siva exspell me tomorrow la haha , since last day , already one month haha
now like korean guy's hair wahahah
umm dunno maybe getting highlights haha , but malaysia surely damn hot
hot weather reminds me of sweat !! and i hate thaT !!

anyway i gotta sleep early tonight , i always forget sleeping
and end up waking up in the afternoon ^^

gtg =)

gundam00 second season !!

finally i've awaited !! and now its downloadable !!

gundam 00 2nd season
sunrise production ^^




lock-on and setsuna
my favourite character !!
skillfull gundam meisters ^^





meet the characters
from clockwise lock-on , tiera , allelujah and setsuna









this was the models and displaying exactly frmo the last scene of season one ~