a chance for me to be strong

firstly, i would like to blog this to express my disapointment against myself.

Well it just happened during a skype call from a best friend of mine.
Saying that his ''sister'' told something about me and her.
I just received a rejection from him...
He mentioned that,

I'm not her type at first,
She's already have someone deep down in her heart,

hmm i guess these two lines actually made me feel
so.....
HURT ARR !!!

but yeah, i always try to look at he brightside.
She says that she likes me being her friend :)
the least i can do,

is

to see her smile and make her feel happy
in the future, i hope that they can be a happy couple,
of course,
when times when she feels down,
i will be the person to be there right by her side,
maybe i can ignore my friend !! arghh pffftt..
i will always be waiting
waiting for you
its because...

i think i've fallen in love with you

unconciously.

I can promise that i wont be shedding a tear,
but my heart still remain a place for you
just to let you know,
i never feel such a warm head, lying on my lap
As the journey never ends,
i will make sure that you'll had the best sleep on my lap ever..


As it hurts so much,
but i wanna do is,
to accept rejection and be a strong person
well as strong as i can ever be.


stay STRONG SAM!!! you can DO IT !!