''A wall had build strong and high between us''

i could only remember this line , for the rest of my life

''A wall had build strong and high between us '' = to me is no more friend/no hope ??

i really dun wan to end it like this ...
i dun even feel that was me ,
is there any misunderstanding between us ??
u've locked your blog ,
which sometihng i know about it ,
it makes me wonder more ,
face it or dun face it ?
i wanted to escape a long time ago ,
just wan to let u go

anyway do whatever u like , i will keep myself away just to be near u
i dun wan those memory come back
or even flashback
i just wan to vanish and never return
i guess i am curse in such a way
which i dunno how ??

i also hope u can get a guy who loves u alot
and i hope u will know how to appreciate a friend's care
i guess these days i really analyze a person u are
till i can read u like a book
which i really do

i will make my conclusion short
and will shorten my part
i guess if it was a mistake to love u
i guess i really have the courage of try to love u
but things just got bumpy on the way
i just do things on my way

i really hate people talking bad about something
i've change to hate people like betrayers or even anything
its ok , to build relationship
but talking bad about people is something that should'nt be in a friendship

well do anything u like ,
i've done my part as a friend
''if u really think i was a friend of yours ''
go on and hear to other people talking about
whatever i do ??
and just go clubbing
just do whatever u wanted to

i just wanna tell u
i will cut the crap out of the things i'll do to u
another mile to avoid from u
just another space to forget you