major fucked up night

a hate that is grown in me since the day that i know what is the word ''fuck'' . My dad start to educate me discipline when i was little , but too bad i don't know what is that at all . Therefore he use harsh way so that i can change ?? but guess what ?? i was only 11 that time . since that years he have been threating like a peice of shit that is been came out frmo my mum's ****

when his company is having some kind of problems , i was being the one to be fucked upside -down . where is there a dad wake the son up at 3 am and tell him to work his ass off and wash his estima ?? *that time when he is still ok with financial*
i am still a kid larrhhh come on , i dont know anything . being spank at the face when i start laughing with cousins ?? what the fuck is this ?? no fcuking sense at all .

life is getting even worse during highschool life . infact that is where my hate grew the most among all those years . i've seen things negative way . i became rebellious ever since then . i start to go against every rule that is being made ... school for an instance , i became a devilin ... feels good

i felt that , that is the way to express myself ... i hate my dad alot
during the year of pmr which is 15 the age i am , he stressed my like hell and told me to do household FOR FUCKSS ARHH ?? i mean everyone is being like last minute doing stuff and revision before they even can leave the house ... and this fucker told me to do household , i was mad and i threw all the plates on the floor like a crazy person . then he smacked me at the ear , my left ear drum is broken , bleed and went off the hospital for medication .

fucking pain weii , seriously he is insane !!

spm year , which i always hear the most shit frmo him . SON U BETTER EITHER FAILL YOUR SPM AND BETTER FUCK OFF FRMO MY HOUSE AND START YOUR OWN LIFE K ??

wtf is this what a father should say ?? plus he shouted at me to fuck off from this house and going to tell my aunty to stay outside wtf weii he is not human .. i rather feel wtf am i in this world for ?? to kena fuck ??

then tonight no dinner , without telling me earlier .. and he start to complain that i am asking too much .. come on i am just asking some basic stuff like dinner ??
asking for dinner also got mistake arr? ? wtf man !!
so i was asking that .. and he got so mad and he yelled at me , i was also trying to find a chance to fight him back !! therefore i spoil the damnn cupboard , broke few glasses and plates , and the toolbox ! and i hand to hand combat him





haihh why my grandfather did'nt torture him ?? haihh someone help me arr


of couse i win the combat lar !!

yeahh~

life is just getting better and better , finally i've got my celcom 3g haha can online =) somehow they have this kind of limitation 5gig ?? my area sux cause dont have p1 w1max .. cause their package is like rm199 but u can use fro 20gig and 20 gig is like damnn a lot mannn ... some how here they dont have the reception for it =(

i skipped class today , cause i dont have the mood to draw today .. just dont know , usually i feel excited but recently haihh i just dont know what happen . yeahh yesterday i've got my ear pierced right at the bone there wahahah ouchh right ?? heehee .

college life is getting better and better , i've like social till everybody knows my name and stuff haha kinda cool haha and very unite too ... the group is kinda like very universal style , aint lala or some other shit .... in that group u can see nothing pure at all just normal and smart people and a joker like me haha and fuck the losers from smk dj , sucks to be with them haha

i just cant wait to get my illustrator cs4 haihh cause i really need it for my coursework and alot of practise too ^^

anyway today is a lil special day , kinda like can online !! heehee !! love it haha