14-4-09

haha its time , and im already 18 !! legal to do anything wahahaha shh
yeahh my family wanted to give me something special , i request for
a psp !!

with the support of all of my family members , i think my lil dream
will come true ^^ i so wish to get to play graphic games ^^

and yeahh final fantasy crisis core !!

im quite satisfy for this year's bday , at least my parents are looking up to me ^^


thanks to jermaine , i really appreciate your call from all the way USA haha


i hope that everything can go smoothly when i got myself into college

a request to update ??

hmm hmm okok la, i'll try to update k

well once again i am back to this blog , hmm hmm spider webs everywhere !! ahh ahhhh lemme clean it a lil ^^

its been one week already since the day i quited the job , i really have enough sleep lately. all i do is just sleep sleep sleep ! haha and my stress went away hoohoo . i've been starting to work out again , since my right arm is fully recovered .... ouchh the veins are still killing me

few months passed , i guess that everything in my past was settled but not be forgotteen , happy and sad times .... ''ahh..'' suddenly feel so nostalgic , there was one time i felt like i am not myself , so i've decided to spend rm8 to get one stack of new A4 paper just to spend my one month holiday with drawings .

i guess that drawings really can keep me away from thinking stupid and unimportant stuffs , should be thinking of that , one week from now it will be my bday , im a lil excited of it heehee , i heard that my parents will be getting me something special for my 18bday !! haha since small i always been thinking of how my life when i turn 18 !! like some comics that i read before !! where a life of a teenager will change when they turn 18 !! magicc and spells !! cursee !! haha okok i guess that i am just being too childishhh and lame ~ damnn that comic book !! heehee its just so interesting , cant get my hands off it =p


and yeahh recently i've also been very itchy , smsing everyone haha , but only some replied and that sucks that not to be told about many things , i am just being bored la kk !! haha dont blame me for that ahhahaaa, i know my peeps out there are having NS or college k !! but i know your courses are not as interesting as mine !! k !! wahahahahaaa coz i just know how and what is the best for me wahahahaaa




hey !! i'll update k !! dont bug me about it , i'll always remember =p

april fool's day

yeahh today really suck , haha suck the shit out of everything .
and so i went to taylors college , i can say that the place sucks ,
really sucks to the maximum , i even wonder they ever
do maintanence for the car park >.<

later i head over to pyramid to watch dragon ball , and damnn
a little disapointed cause i just wana see goku to go super saia

haihh that scene haha roshi is like a perverted fuck hahaahaa
haha but he is funny ...

did'nt do much after quitting that job , really miss them lots , i plan to rest for one month and train my drawing skills , since its been a long time for not drawing and stuff , training on my focus and skill cannot make it , hopefully i can success and survive in college XD

haih

well what can i say ?? i took many days off
my reasons are .. ...


1.sick suddenly
2.wanted to check out the one academy
3.checking new motor
4.wan to celebrate her bday


i guess i did'nt accheive any of them >.<
i know the reasons , but i guesss im ok ?? now sitting down here like an idiot .
just dunno what to do , passing time like wasting water

the day comess

wahaha i am back again ,, wahaha and no more her , umm realise that she is a bitch hmm but who cares .. umm umm i think i deserver a better person than her wahaha , anyway things gotten more smooth when i get into there wahaha .

well she is not working there anymore , but i will be meeting her with friends for tomorrow .. to all ma sistersss i will miss ya all , will be working till end of this month , and get another job with a better payy !!

baked cookies with them recently , and i realise our cookies are not bad !! umm the pictures are in her blog , umm umm even till now , i am still munching those cookies . . . no one to share it haha but i like those moments with them , so much fun !! except for the hair tie thing grr ... im gonna get u for this =p

anyway our friend jin kan is trying to court my gay supervisor but he failed haha and never show himself in my boutique again wahahahahahaaa

the day

well im back out of no where , just have to say that i am sweating right now and using my friend's pc ^^ ... um somehow my boss knew about that incident for using the company's computer to surf online . i kinda got scolded by him but not that serious. anyway working life have been a lil ups and downs .

friends kinda get sacked because of doing something stupid.. hmm i wonder why they will do that , just hope the fault will not come to me .. my boss told me not to do something that will make myself believe people easily . umm kinda disapointed that she will do that , but who cares ?? i have my life , and i help her enough =.=

i just follow what did the boss order me to , i mean its working life u know ?? just live with it , its not like i will do something so dumb and acting infront of everybody . its just me , i just don't understand at all .

i felt that the job do suits me , but its just the salary does'nt keep me satisfy at all .i so wanted to change job , but where else can i find a job with so much of fun in it ?? i have great friends like my boss and my supervisor and also my staffs too ^^ well other places have more political stuffs going on =.=
i so wanted to see some of my classmates =( but i still did'nt miss school yet blek =p haha


well on valentines haihh , before that night i wanna give something that resembles my appreciation deep down from my heart . she is that someone that makes me feel comfortable when i am together with her . that night before valentines -.- i thought of giving up on her , its because i am afraid that i will not control myself and go emotional till the extreme =( i always think a lot and wild and uncontrollable thoughts and imagination . perhaps this is something that i really have to change . i and her were working same shift on that day itself . she looks more emotional and nervous in the morning . she did'nt tell me what's going on , but soemone told me that a guy already have confessed to her before valentines day , hmm i guess he is someone idiot , i mean ''come on '' its so darn early and such a wrong moment man !! hmm i guess i am the second guy who wants to show my feelings on her but i cant . i have a work to hang on for months =( its very painful inside , just have to wait till she officially stop her work -.-
anyway the gift that i gave her is something really special and its totally original that no one dares to think about it than using money to buy gifts like flowers and chocolates haih

i made her something , well of course im not gonna tell u guys here , umm if u are lucky and u know her , just ask her and see how's her attitude . i can say that she will just trying to act like nothing happen and nothing shaken her heart at all . i guess that this is the bad side of her ?? i somehow just know that she felt it and she just dun wan to face it ?? damnn it man , why dont you just realise and accept it ?? i mean i am not desperate , just that who else do u want ?? i rather just do anything just to achieve my target and my goal . i know these kind of feelings cannot be shown by just money but to me every relationship is very special and precious . just accept that u are different than the ones in my life ok ??

i dunno whether do u know me writing about you but , i can say that at times i dunno whether to hate you or not ?? its just that u told me that u wanna change the way u are , but u are avoiding me and trying to keep away from me that badly .. i mean when it is working , and yeahh u are serious . we are all nearly 18 and feeling of liking someone will be getting stronger and stronger . i dun wan to share too much .. who knows no one will read it ?? hmm hmm i wonder
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bored 2nd day of cny

haihhh today is one day which makes me feel so bored . my supervisor woke up late and our shop almost got saman ! lols he sure have a nice night !! he made us wait like hell . but my friends and i manage to have our breakfast before our supervisor came to the rescue .

we had permission to wear anything we like for the second day and third day of cny , lols so i wore something like my supervisor's style , which are formal collar shirt and a pair of jeans . lols looks like since my manager went back to his home town , wahaha seems like me and supervisor went up one level of ranking haha

since my supervisor is incharge , so i am incharge of supervisor's pose !! lols !! behold my friends , the youngest supervisor in the mall xp



its bored , somebody help me !!