haih

well what can i say ?? i took many days off
my reasons are .. ...


1.sick suddenly
2.wanted to check out the one academy
3.checking new motor
4.wan to celebrate her bday


i guess i did'nt accheive any of them >.<
i know the reasons , but i guesss im ok ?? now sitting down here like an idiot .
just dunno what to do , passing time like wasting water

the day comess

wahaha i am back again ,, wahaha and no more her , umm realise that she is a bitch hmm but who cares .. umm umm i think i deserver a better person than her wahaha , anyway things gotten more smooth when i get into there wahaha .

well she is not working there anymore , but i will be meeting her with friends for tomorrow .. to all ma sistersss i will miss ya all , will be working till end of this month , and get another job with a better payy !!

baked cookies with them recently , and i realise our cookies are not bad !! umm the pictures are in her blog , umm umm even till now , i am still munching those cookies . . . no one to share it haha but i like those moments with them , so much fun !! except for the hair tie thing grr ... im gonna get u for this =p

anyway our friend jin kan is trying to court my gay supervisor but he failed haha and never show himself in my boutique again wahahahahahaaa

the day

well im back out of no where , just have to say that i am sweating right now and using my friend's pc ^^ ... um somehow my boss knew about that incident for using the company's computer to surf online . i kinda got scolded by him but not that serious. anyway working life have been a lil ups and downs .

friends kinda get sacked because of doing something stupid.. hmm i wonder why they will do that , just hope the fault will not come to me .. my boss told me not to do something that will make myself believe people easily . umm kinda disapointed that she will do that , but who cares ?? i have my life , and i help her enough =.=

i just follow what did the boss order me to , i mean its working life u know ?? just live with it , its not like i will do something so dumb and acting infront of everybody . its just me , i just don't understand at all .

i felt that the job do suits me , but its just the salary does'nt keep me satisfy at all .i so wanted to change job , but where else can i find a job with so much of fun in it ?? i have great friends like my boss and my supervisor and also my staffs too ^^ well other places have more political stuffs going on =.=
i so wanted to see some of my classmates =( but i still did'nt miss school yet blek =p haha


well on valentines haihh , before that night i wanna give something that resembles my appreciation deep down from my heart . she is that someone that makes me feel comfortable when i am together with her . that night before valentines -.- i thought of giving up on her , its because i am afraid that i will not control myself and go emotional till the extreme =( i always think a lot and wild and uncontrollable thoughts and imagination . perhaps this is something that i really have to change . i and her were working same shift on that day itself . she looks more emotional and nervous in the morning . she did'nt tell me what's going on , but soemone told me that a guy already have confessed to her before valentines day , hmm i guess he is someone idiot , i mean ''come on '' its so darn early and such a wrong moment man !! hmm i guess i am the second guy who wants to show my feelings on her but i cant . i have a work to hang on for months =( its very painful inside , just have to wait till she officially stop her work -.-
anyway the gift that i gave her is something really special and its totally original that no one dares to think about it than using money to buy gifts like flowers and chocolates haih

i made her something , well of course im not gonna tell u guys here , umm if u are lucky and u know her , just ask her and see how's her attitude . i can say that she will just trying to act like nothing happen and nothing shaken her heart at all . i guess that this is the bad side of her ?? i somehow just know that she felt it and she just dun wan to face it ?? damnn it man , why dont you just realise and accept it ?? i mean i am not desperate , just that who else do u want ?? i rather just do anything just to achieve my target and my goal . i know these kind of feelings cannot be shown by just money but to me every relationship is very special and precious . just accept that u are different than the ones in my life ok ??

i dunno whether do u know me writing about you but , i can say that at times i dunno whether to hate you or not ?? its just that u told me that u wanna change the way u are , but u are avoiding me and trying to keep away from me that badly .. i mean when it is working , and yeahh u are serious . we are all nearly 18 and feeling of liking someone will be getting stronger and stronger . i dun wan to share too much .. who knows no one will read it ?? hmm hmm i wonder
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bored 2nd day of cny

haihhh today is one day which makes me feel so bored . my supervisor woke up late and our shop almost got saman ! lols he sure have a nice night !! he made us wait like hell . but my friends and i manage to have our breakfast before our supervisor came to the rescue .

we had permission to wear anything we like for the second day and third day of cny , lols so i wore something like my supervisor's style , which are formal collar shirt and a pair of jeans . lols looks like since my manager went back to his home town , wahaha seems like me and supervisor went up one level of ranking haha

since my supervisor is incharge , so i am incharge of supervisor's pose !! lols !! behold my friends , the youngest supervisor in the mall xp



its bored , somebody help me !!

after once upon a time

wahh its already months ever since after highschool's life . now im almost 18 and going young !! wahaha

anyway i know u guys are wondering where is the kingsum that u people are expecting, well my internet is still down and , cause of that i am working in a boutique called , kitschen . a branch which is subbed from nichii . haha my boss and supervisor are great. lucky i met such nice people . im going to work there till this coming june . hopefully everyday makes me feeling stronger ^^ haha

used to feel that working in malls are such a pain for my legs ^^ haha , but not anymore haha cause i have friends working here , hmm rebecca lye and moy lien =)

well suppose i am working with my best friend , but somehow he did badly and got fired from my boss . well as if i did'nt warn him , but he is always slow as usual ,and know things slow as a tortise , hmm haih he needs to make a big change and serious self improovement . so long my friend , if u did well and maintain your performance, and u will still gain respect from everyone , but u did'nt try hard enough . hope to see u success in your way .


well i found out that working is a better place compared to studying , and no more discipline case , lols ^^ its just the self personality which need to be learnt by yourself . human do learn by themselves , through their mistakes and gain knowledge from it . some say that my speech are like a philosopher , but actually i got lots to learn , and more obstacles are ahead of me .



wahaha cant believe i am using the company's line for internet wahaha




ngek~ so long for the people i know who are selected for ns !



NS=BOtaK






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genting trip

i went to genting for our so called '' class trip '' for 3 days 2 nights umm ... did'nt have much fun there , i guess i did'nt enjoy much but think more instead. ending up sick , well sore throat >.< infact all the outdoor theme park games , haha i've tried em all woohoo . the unforgettable one , which is the space shot !! haha many people felt shocked about it haha and fear towards it ~! haha , i follow the girls play becoz i felt like it lols , im such a follower =p but who cares ? as long i had fun at the lil moment haha

well as far i can remember i also tried on the flying coaster !! haha the one that took my breath away haha , one round of that ride included that 720 degree turn ! and omg ! i fear that my friend will puke on me haha , such a loser lol wahahaaa


the girls

bowling in genting !! wahaha we played crazilly haha , of coz lee ping won every match !! damnn her !! becoz of my sick condition ! if not i will always be the first for sure !!

that's me wahaha
BEFORE

lee ping , the look after she throw the bowling ball
AFTER

her look for a monkey buisness !! wahaha


haha kiddy games !! in a bowling alley !!



my friends and i , and i am on the right !!

taken that lovely picture with the retard me before leaving genting



well so long and farewell , my fellow mates

why today ?

why ?? what sort of thing happen around me again ??
i just doing something good to benefit u people ??
and why ?? why u just left me like this ??
just one text and u left me alone on this lonely road ??
why left me in a time like this ??
why two together at once ??

i cant think of a way out
it seems problems are rapidly coming and coming




is there so many obstacles around me ???
two roads clashing ?? affected my thinking and health ??
migrain lately , health is against me too



everything messed up