Monday, October 13, 2008

butterfly lovers~

i watched that movie today , nice movie thou , touched by that movie ,
ah sa u're acting very good ne , i love your movies ^^

also first time see wu zhun acting , hmm ok la





have to go ~ *no mood *

Saturday, September 27, 2008

mature de sam !!



saturday~

saturday morning , i've been awoke by a phone call
my friend harry gave me a wake up call
he rushed me , need some help
he drove me and his sister to ss2 , suppose to promote streamyx and celcom broadband
saw some mppj strolling there , we change location SO
we change location to TAMAN MEGAH

its already 10am and we planned to do the promotion thing in the morning market

BUT


its consider late , many aunties just go there and have a 5 minute shop for food ~

after that harry treated his sis and me for breakfast !! haha dimsum !!
kind a full after that , i reach home with that mood of mine ~

maybe sales is what harry have trainned me , eventhough i know my art can't bring me that far ,but at least doing sales is my another route to success in life

my mum is doing sales too , but she is doing melilia , promoting something like direct-sales product .
she even told me to join her , but in my mind are HARMONY DRIVING ACADEMY & STREAMYX !!

but it will be even better to do more , since i got this experience haha
my mum already planned and sign my name in some buisness talk for tomorrow by the theme of '' being young and rich ''

she knows that i like doing sales heehee , but she wants me to learn from an experience billionaire haha , its gonna be a talk from 2pm - 6pm just hope i dun die of boredness XP a naughty boy like me can do anything to entertaint myself hehee

wish me luck for tomorrow >(00)<

Friday, September 26, 2008

mix feelings

today school was a mix up man , but it start out quite smooth beginning . as usual my classmates will bragg about stuff haha . its good to see my classmates again ^^ .
lots to talk about , and i manage to see her again ^^ its a nice feeling as if flowers bloom out of a piece of rotton land . its wonderfull.

it came out quite shy for my to talk to her again , but i will keep talking to her no matter what it takes . although yesterday my success for sales did'nt seem to make her a lil excited but i talked about it to her friends hmm ^^ it turn out that she wants to take driving together with me , its nice ^^ in my heart was like , FINALLY u've come to me and my driving heehee XD . all the hard work is paid off and its coming back

ping and i planned to watch horror movie in yuen's house but poh yee did'nt show up , dunno why she also never call us and inform us >.< so after school we are about to wait for yuen with cheauwei along , well suddenly ping felt that since poh yee did not come , so its kind a like lesser by one person , and she CANCELED it . kind a disapointed though . then ping saw en kane , all the way opposite of from where we've standing , then she is kind a looking and staring at him calling him leng chai this and leng chai that , heehee . its funny to see her reaction like that , i also hope to see her with her smile seriously brighten my day .

but at the other hand , i also cannot hide my feelings from her . seeing her happy its good , but wut is for me actually is very hurtful , well its my fault for not being the perfect guy in her eyes . sad thou , but what can i do ? i know that love cannot be forced . its just like wut my friend said to me , '' a pair of swan swimming on the lake peacefully and beautifully , but did u guys realize below the water ?? '' , '' its a very owfull scene , where hardwork is put in , as the pedal with their legs hard just to remain that beautifull of theirs on the water surface '' my feeling is just very pain , and hurt its just like a knife just stabb me out of no where . but i also got wish to forget you and just to forget that kind of pain but i just cant. why ?? everyday and every momment with myself alone , im just thinking about you . cant sleep because i am thinking of my faults , and mistakes and also wuts wrong with you being so quiet , that always reflects me as being a bad person ??

To her '' i know liking u in the first place is wrong , cause i know u like that person very long . but one thing i want you to know that the moment we have together as friends is something that a feeling which is growing inside me because of ur existance and ur smile , your smile and trust is so powerful to me . i really love it , although it is not visible for ur trust but my feelings are telling me everytime . just most of the things reminds me of you , it will be a hard stage for me to let you go , but i just cannot do that so easily . it is because i really deeply fallen in love with you ''

wut can i do to make things better ?? i admit i am dumb at times , im not that sweet kind of guy that everyone is thinking about . just like i said i am not perfect like the person that u are admiring =( but everytime i see him , i would like him to be my role model . seems like he is perfect , a 5 star leng chai to girls but i also got good points heehee ^^ im also not that sucky le ~

after art lessons , my art teacher free us out of the class early , so we went to the canteen , suppose we are very early , so i've met my school most annoying discipline teacher , owhh man he is a fuck off man . i just hate him . (ook i'll cut if short ) he told me and some of my friends to go back to class , so like i just did , i follow his instructions , i walk back to class . so he yell at me and he came and chase me like a darn ass dog well i pitty him for being such an ass in school .

He drag me to the office where all the big heads of the school were . i went in as if i am going in to my toilet , well its just a lil coozy inside there ,i talk to his boss the head of the department of discipline , << it sucks , she just get promoted , but still a kind teacher . i knew her so she knows my style , baggy long pants with a rotten end with the shoe , and long hair heehee my style and a lil attitude with teachers . she gave me a warning letter for the things that i've done but its nothing actually . encik siva (a really dog-behaved)- discipline teacher , which runs his job like a waiter in indian stores >.< yet still i pitty him he have to ask for permission for caining me haih i wonder those days whether is he getting enough of student banging him down from his motorcycle haha . after talking to that ''encik siva '' his boss talked to me politely since we've known each other since when i am form 4 haha so its one years ffriend heeheee , still she did not disapoint me for talking to me like dat . but she let me off

after thinking about that lucky i am the one who is being caught by the feller , coz she was there in the canteen too , i dun wan her to take blame . So i was the one who is sacrifice for her , and only her in my heart . i dun wan her to take any mistakes so i take the blame for her and for those who are innocent . some how i think it is very worth it .


so i walked back and it rains , seeing the girl that i like, rushing home with the rain , im just so worried for her , i hope she did'nt get sick , coz i really care about her ~ and if she gets sick i will feel pain in my heart .


dun get sick yeah , coz i really concern that very much although it is just a small matter but it will cost my life to feel it together with u and i always think about u

Thursday, September 25, 2008

close a sales ??

yeah !! finally i've close a sales man !! commision rm30 !! haha , i smsed a few people , well my friend harry congratz me , but one thing that did'nt made me happy is , you . cause when i messeged u , u dun probably care =( well its ok .

maybe i messeged u wrong time ?? gomenasai (sorry) ermm i will do better next time . well really hope u have fun with ur mum ^^ hope i am not bugging u >.< but its seriously very happy when i close sales = ) , i hope i can share with someone who i think who is my part of my life ^^

im happy after i left with my commission !! heehee cycle back home smiling heehee

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

a bomb of change out of my head and thoughts about u

since i know edi , its hard i know . well i will give my turn one more chance to make it up to u . somehow i've forgotten how to talk , ermm i felt that i need to make a change at there . cheauwei said that i use to be talkative but recently mature edi ma , so i talk lesser and lesser fun but i will still try and give it out man ^^

but when things change i would like to be the first to know that the last to realise , coz i doubt whether am i a really close friend with u , the things i do is really from the bottom from my heart one , im not acting or not doing anything to win anything except for the truth la coz i hate rumours and i really seek for it and solve it just like how i solve this misunderstanding , but intend , no need to explain to u . its just a lil difficulty to express myself these days .

yet i still try to act like nothing happen , trying to be the happy me and also trying to avoid everything that can make me feel sad about u , but still i will move on as life goes on and move ahead . XP

i will treat u better and i hope our friendship will be more stronger than yesterday ^^ and also thanks to zinia and cheauwei haha

its a promise between us

a promise for me to her



2 weeks dun talk to the person on msn ! although she dun choi me edi , but still my mind still got her ne , but only 2 weeks dun talk to her , it will be better dun talk to her face to face , but if i cannot tahan , well as long as i dun talk to her on msn .




your sincerely and the one and only kingsum XD





2 weeks man !! i wan to really think le , 2 weeks later only take decision
but something hit me back again, i have this feeling that i will not follow de haha , i will still talk to her haha since those things that she is hearing from other people . well haha i know wut she know haha , but i memang not this kind of person ma . im happy coz u are trusting me again , but seriously i memang nothing de